I know debcraft, it breaks my heart too, I can't stop thinking about it either. It's there when I wake up and it's there when I think about sleep. It's just atragedy we will have to learn to live with, in time...It's truly sad for all the people who followed his career but it's got to be devastating to all the people who knew and loved him personally. I can only hope that someone from Australia Zoo pops by my tribute page and the memorial wall to see what some of his fans had to say. I hope it gets easier with time. Any time I see him on TV now (Animal Planet or the News) I just fight tears.